your palm; my shade.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Dear Pigchen

Please take care of yourself leh. Inside the HUGE milk bottle got sweets, there are for you, when you free, top some snacks for me hor. I want the one which we bought at your house's downstair..and Ice-cream too.

When you miss me, give me a call or text me. I will be back in 5 days time to pull your ears, bite your lip, box your chin and tickle you again.

Baby................... I will miss you leh even though I may be very busy shopping like mad woman.
Hehe, I stand by you till the end and I'm with you leh. No bluff you.

And we meet at the gate of ice-cream land okae.

XOXO
Lydddd.

♥ 3/29/2008 12:42:00 AM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

There was a time I packed my dreams away,

Living in a shell, hiding from myself.

There was a time when I was so afraid,

I thought I’d reached the end.

Baby, that was then.

But I am made of more than my yesterdays.

I had to decide.

Was I gonna play it safe?

Or look somewhere deep inside,

Try to turn the tide.

Find the strength to take that step of faith?

This is my now,

And I am breathing in the moment.

As I look around,

I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,

Gone are the shadows and doubt.

That was then.

This is my now.

♥ 3/26/2008 05:39:00 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Good morning. I can't sleep and having my honeystars with strawberry milk now. =/

♥ 3/25/2008 07:51:00 AM

Due to some reasons, I shan't be blogging much, much to the dismay of nobody in particular (HECK, because NO ONE READS MY BLOG!!). But really, the lack of readership ain't the reason why I'm taking a wee hiatus.

I'm enjoying my life to the extend where others is busying at work. I'm not proud of what I'm in now, just a backtrack of tai-tai again plus a little of studying.

Oh joy, exam are full-blown on Mid May/June and I can't afford to live any stoner lifestyle any longer. It's going to ruin my future, melodramatic as it sounds....

Beside that...

I received a couple keychain with thanks from my 'Boss'. Pretty as it can be with Chanel inspired on it. Love it to bits though I don't fancy such =)

And due to nothing to say... I post this.

THINGS ABOUT YOURS TRULY;

Some sniff to make me feel flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Can't be deny that Imma bag whore, a very much contented's and wanting for more! From Marc Jacobs, Chole, Louis Vuitton, Prada, Gucci and lastly Fendi. I'd go for no particular labels, yeash.

Gold is love, and Im attracted to such.................

My timepieces goes limited again, up next I want a Emporio Armani to play accompany.

Not much attention to accessory my ears, as you can see. There are not been wear yet. Interested in any? I DON'T MIND SELLING THEM OFF...though I may have the chance to hook onto my ears again.

I dont go matt always, I heart and brings out blings too. 560$$ necklace of crystal bought a year or two ago. Hardly have the chance to flaunt it.

Could someone kind enough to bring my Tiffany&Co for some polishing and charge me not?

Ive been doing nails painting on my own lately. Saving those money which Ive spent in the past and knowing my boyfriend is just a NS guy who doesnt bring back home much, and Imma understand and nice girlfriend too. So well, Pigchen is mean. And remembering and not forgetting that he marks his hunny words quite alot and I love him because mollycoddle is love.

Anyways, be updating once in a blue moon. However take heed as I still live.

Love you all.

♥ 3/25/2008 01:33:00 AM

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart.

I miss my pigchen leh.

<333

♥ 3/23/2008 07:46:00 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

I'm missing my boyfriend THIS much. I can't seems to get use to it without seeing him for just a day. Sigh, how am I gonna endure for a 5-day Bangkok trip without getting to hear his voice, the feeling of him, the touch of his skin, and the taste of his lip? Even though I may be happily shopping and eating......

I MISS YOU, POLICE <3

♥ 3/19/2008 01:56:00 PM

Monday, March 17, 2008

I do make full use of Paint.NET when editing photos.

Reduce noise, curve the lighting, chromaticity the colour and may can be monochromous doing some outline.

Here are some sample ...

and..I MISS MY BOYFRIEND leh.

♥ 3/17/2008 02:30:00 PM

Friday, March 14, 2008

Went down for Private Sale jus to shop for my Fancl Mild Cleanser, but sadly, selling real fast and its out of stock =/

Knowing that Imma nice girl and dote on my boyfriend the most and at it best, and remembering that he needs a pair comfy flip-flop, and you should agree with me of that, I went str8 up to Men's Section and searching high and low in the crowd and TADAA!! I've got him a pretty pair that caught my eyes's attention.

WHO SAYS I CARE ABOUT MY THINGS ONLY??!

♥ 3/14/2008 02:04:00 PM

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

I can't take it anymore longer already ...

2-3am sleep
6.30-6.40am woke up
8.05am reached workplace
9am pack up my staff
11am reached home
NOW!! After this I'm going to take a nap
6pm wake up
7-10pm accounts class
FREETIME..

I want to spend some time here blogging but I'm very tired and lazy now. The above content says, I'm back to taitai lifestyle already. Stop interviewing me on that, I'm tired of repeating the same reply to all.

okthxbye.

♥ 3/12/2008 01:28:00 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

THOUGHT PROVOKING FOR SOME PERHAPS?

Very thought provoking...

You stay up for 16 hours.
He stays up for days on end.

You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.

You complain of a 'headache', and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.

You make sure your mobile phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.

You talk trash about you 'buddies' that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see more of his buddies again.

You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.

You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.

You go out to lunch, and complain because they got your order wrong.
He doesn't get to eat everyday.

Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.
He wears the same things for weeks, but make sure his weapons are clean.

You go to mall to get your hair re-done.
He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.

You roll your eyes as a baby cries.
He gets a letter with pictures of his new child, and wonders if they will ever meet.

You hear jokes about the war, and make fun of men like him.
He hears the gunfires, bombs and screams of the wounded.

You see only what the media wants you to see.
He sees the broken bodies lying around him.

You stay at home and watch television.
He takes whatever time he is given to call, write home, sleep and eat.

You crawl into your soft bed with down pillows, and get comfortable.
He tries to sleep but get woken by mortars and helicopters all night long.

For now...

I'm missing my boy THIS much =)

DODODODODODO... like ive never seen him for ages already.

Fullstop !

♥ 3/11/2008 12:00:00 PM

Monday, March 10, 2008

To Shima,

Its clear enough whos playing nice and whos being nice, catch my drift?

Just a short and sweet sentence for you and hope you know what you should and should not be doing now.

=DDD

Wookay, back to work now, ZZzz!!

♥ 3/10/2008 04:38:00 PM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Dear Fear

I cried my nights away, hoping that my past would never happens again. I'd pray as they came haunt into my dream, but then it doesn't help much.

I just wanna share my deepest love, care and concern without pain but gain to my dearest. I wouldn't care what will be next.

Please promise me and stay as far as you could from me as I don't wish to taste those tears anymore.

Your little girl,
Lydia.

♥ 3/09/2008 03:16:00 AM

Friday, March 07, 2008

New MSN virus?!? DO NOT CLICK, then.

♥ 3/07/2008 10:37:00 AM

And again, my pharynx is hurting me. I'm feeling very restlessly and aimlessly now. My whole body especially my lower back, is aching me out. The feeling of looseness of my bowel out of the suddenly is the key sign that I'm unwell.

Rhinoceros and Snow Jelly are my alimentation for the time being.

Moving on,

I can say that I look quite different from last time. The current me doesn't has anymore fluffy cheeks compare to previous. I just got a shock after previewing all my photos and had a little chat about it with Germaine.

Spot the different. I'm quite like the previous, but I can't seem to be back to that.

Wookay donkey, shall stop here.

♥ 3/07/2008 08:57:00 AM

Thursday, March 06, 2008

I've got my heart, but my heart is no good.

And you're the only one that's understood.

I'd come along, but I don't know where you're taking me.

I shouldn't go, but you're reaching, dragging, shaking me.

You turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky.

You make me hard, when I'm all soft inside.

I see the truth, when I'm all stupid eyed.

The arrow goes straight through my heart, without you everything just falls apart.

My blood, it wants to say hello to you.

My fears, they want to get inside of you.

My soul, it's so afraid to realize how very little good is left of me.

Without you…it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces.

Youre the prefect drug, and I want you.

<333

♥ 3/06/2008 10:46:00 AM

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

I still recall the taste of my tears.

Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.

My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.

Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

I'm down to just one thing.

I'm starting to scare myself.

I just want something I can never have.

You always were the one to show me how.

Back then I couldn't do things that I can do now.

This thing is slowly taking me apart.

Grey would be the color if you had a heart.

In this place it seems like such a shame.

Though it all looks different now but I know it's still the same.

Everywhere I look, all I see is just a fading reminder of who you used to be.

Come on and tell me, You made this all go away.

But I'm gald, you let someone better than you into my life.

I'm in love :)

♥ 3/04/2008 10:44:00 AM

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Marks their 21st Birthday celebration on 1st March 2008 :)

HEHEHEHE, I was wondering what did the both of them wish for, their expression seem kinda weird. Probly some cheeky wish, or not?

< ----------- The birthday boy ... Lol !!!! Look kinda prevertic. *oops..!

The White Wine side effect:

The lucky partner!! HUAT AHH !!! heee.

Oh yarh! Haha, remember mine marks on 13 Sept, and also hers on 14 Sept. Make yourself available 'cause I BOOK YOU ALL ALREADY HOR !!

Wookay, I gotta rush out already. Will do some editing when I'm free/remember..ROAR!!

♥ 3/02/2008 12:28:00 PM